Matt Gemmell takes a huge load off the chest. I won’t spoil it, because such an intimate, personal story deserves your full attention. Just a tidbit:

I had some panic attacks too, during the height of it all. If you’ve had one – a real, proper, actual fireworks-show of a panic attack – then, well… you know. That’s _got_ to be what dying feels like.

Much respect, Matt. Thank you so much for sharing it with us.